36DD pain!

by Catherine
(France)

I had implants 10 years ago when I was supposedly happily married. My then husband wanted me to go much bigger and after a long time of telling me I would look better/sexier/more feminine and that he would find me more attractive I eventually let him bully me into getting implants.

The surgeon was excellent as was the consultancy practice, however I went from 36B to a 36DD and overnight lost ALL sensation - I couldn't feel a thing. I had big ugly scars because the skin was so stretched and after a very short time the pain started. It was like being stabbed through the nipple - and the other breast went hard with capsular contraction and ridging. I put up with it for about a year - during this time my cop husband told me he wanted me to be a stripper - suffice to say the marriage didn't last, he was cheating, and the implants came out before a year was up. Because I was having terrible problems the surgeon removed them for free and did a lift to take care of the stretched skin, he also tidyied up the scarring and I thank him for being so professional and skilled.

After 10 years I am finally regaining some of the feeling and I am now a 36C. I admit I think about implants now and then but I have to remember that the girls in the lingerie ads are all photoshopped and those celebrities probably have no feeling either. I am slowly starting to love my body and I have finally realised that implants solve nothing. They didn't stop my husband from straying and they didn't make me happy. They just made me look cheap and fake.