Everywhere I look there are big boobs

by Kristi
(Anderson Missouri)

Hi I'm your average 18 year old girl who has problems with her small breasts. I'm only a puny 34B and I feel pressured every single day I turn on the t.v. which is everyday :(

There will be shows on MTV and other stations advertising big boobs. I was watching MANswers last night and found that they were advertising how to get bigger breasts. On the internet they even have articles for guys on how to convince their significant other to get breast implants! I can't even bear to watch scary movies anymore because all the topless women are D's and bigger.

It makes me feel like society is telling us that small boobs are too ugly and discusting to be witnessed on t.v. I've never seen a small breasted chick go topless on a scary movie...or a comedy movie or any movie. I just find it kind of Ironic that a lot of guys brag how they want big breasts but yet when they are in highschool they drool over the skinny cheerleaders who are A cups or less. It just doesn't make any sense to me.

Many guys I've dated and didn't really say anything bad about my breasts but I'd see them oggling big boobs at school or on t.v. That just shoves my self confidence down the drain.

It also hurts when there are constant advertisements in magizines for breast enhancements. I feel that small chested girls get pushed around worse then big breasted chicks do. I'm not sure if this is true or not because I've never been on the other side of the scale but throughout puberty I've always felt bad about my breast size and sometimes I get desperate and try so many at home methods to increase breast size *massages, drinking milk ect.* and nothing works so it's a great disappointment.

I try focusing on other things about me like my hair I love working with my hair and that keeps my mind off my breasts. I've noticed that there are so many things out there to increase breast size and only 1 thing to decrease breast size *reduction* it seems like everyone's desperate to get bigger breasts. All the stripclubs have big breasted women, playboy only allows big breasted women allowed, and I'm pretty sure hooters won't hire anyone below a C-cup so I feel that only girls with big breasts are allowed to get noticed by society and us with small ones are just ignored.