Flat and depressed

by Anonymous
(USA)

I'm 34 years old, and a size 34AAA. And that's AFTER one whole year on Bountiful Breast! I started out as a 34AAAAA (5 A's). I grew a couple inches the first four months on those pills; nothing since then. And yes, I am very consistent with the protein drinks too! I have two kids, and I never breastfed them because of my shame and disgust at my flat chest. My breasts never grew at all during either pregnancy. My husband says he loves me the way I am, doesn't want me to change myself at all; but every time we go shopping and I see huge breasts and cleavage everywhere, I feel like I'm dying inside. My husband NEVER looks at those women; he says they disgust him (he is a real sweet guy!). But my self-esteem is about as non-existant as my chest. I have a nice, round butt and shapely legs (not fat); but I don't feel like a woman because my breasts look like those of a little boy. I am so depressed about it. I have seriously considered implants; but my nipples are so sensitive and easily stimulated during intimacy with my husband, and I'm too afraid surgery would ruin that for me. I feel so unsexy and unattractive. I only wear a bra when I leave the house (never wear one at home) because I'm pointy and the whole world would see me poking out of my shirt. This site has been marginally helpful to me; but most of the women on here are complaining about their "small" A-cup breasts; I'd DIE if I was an A cup! I'm not aware of anyone else as flat as I am successfully growing to an A cup. I finally bought an expensive 34AAA bra online, and I mostly fill it; but it's still a little gappy. Isn't that pathetic? What is wrong with me??? My two younger sisters are nice full B-cups; my Mom is easily at least a full A. What happened to me? All I want is to look like a WOMAN, and balance out my pear shape a little more. I've also tried using a breast enlargement pump, exercises, and hypnosis. I don't know what else to try. I'm so afraid my husband will get tired of me and want to be with a *real* woman, even though he has NEVER made me feel that way (he acts like he enjoys my body; and he never, ever looks at any other women). I'm so depressed about this. I wish I had the beautiful body a man of his caliber deserves. :-(


Dear Anonymous,

1. Your husband LOVES you! (What else do you need?)

2. You GREW with Bountiful Breast. Yes, if you started out from AAAAA and you became AAA, you improved your breast size!! I know it is not that noticeable to the world.. it is not like getting a boob job. BountifulBreast doesn't promise more than 1, max 2 cup growth. I grew with them as well and I was super happy at the beginning but I want more. I think you are the same way... human nature. We just need to learn to be happy for what we achieved as well!!

3.You have a nice lower body. That is such a plus!

4. MaxCleavage makes good bras that will make you look much fuller. They have heavily padded bras but it looks very natural on you. They have swimming gel bras as well. NOT cheap but a lot less expensive than a plastic surgery!