I am so damn confused...

Well breasts arent everything... but that separates a woman from man.. my wife has small breasts literally flat.. and its really a weird feeling when we are together.. somewhere i feel our sex life is not up to the mark..
this goodie goodie talk is okay but when it comes to sex thats where we start facing problems.. some times i feel like I am with a man..
I love round bodies .. well not big boobs and all but i believe woman's body should have roundness...
Some times i even feel like going to other women (paid sex).. but i cant do tha..
i am so fked up .. i just dont understand what to do..

deep inside my heart i have this feeling that in my entire life i wont be albe to get the feel of nice rounded average size breasts..

just tell me what to doo.... she wont agree for a surgerey
which i can agree to some extent but.. what about my desires?????