Is normality too much to ask for?

by leea

Tv and magazines make me feel that I have to look they are or I won't fit in.

I see all these adults, teen AND kids with bigger breast than me I feel like a loser when I'm watching Tv or even looking at family pictures because I' m the only one without breast. It's hard because everyone even friends will make jokes and talk behind my back(did you see her she's still not even an ounce bigger) and they'd complain to me about having small boobs when they where B's and C's and Ican't even fit into an A.

When they leave I curl up into a ball and cry non stop I always ask (is normality too much to ask for) but apparently it is because while everyone is enjoying theirs I have to sit back and watch them look for fitting bikinis and bras and listen to them weighn they hurt when I run. I would just like to know how that feels and how it feels to have B or C breasts. But my wishes won't come true. So Tv,people,magazines make me feel horrible,ugly and stupid.