My breast story after battle with anorexia

Dear all,

Wow, boy am I happy to have found this website...
I think about my breast size all the time and I am very very insecure about them and always have been since I was a teenager. My mother is at least a B cup but me on the other hand is nowhere near her size..

I suffered from anorexia during my late teens and I am pretty sure that affected my hormone levels during puberty which I never imagined that will stay with me forever. Oh I regret having been so stupid then..Excessive dieting, caffeine consumption and strict calrorie counting have taken away the potential for my breasts to grow to at least B cup forever unless I opt for surgery...

My periods stopped with anorexia so I had to go to my GP to get birth control pills which helped a little with breast size.

To cut the long story short, I have recovered from anorexia (I am 26 now) and my breast size has increased a little...I now perfectly fit a 32AA size bra but my wish is to be a B cup. I would describe my breasts in the past as 2 pieces of chewing gum stuck on concrete...thats exactly how they were. I must say though after consuming as much soy as possible (Tofu, soymilk, edamame...anything) and plenty of meat and good fats, I have definitely seen a growth in my breast size. They are still on the small side now but going from 30AAAAA to 32AA is a major improvement. At least they feel soft and I can definitely feel they are "fat cells".

I have a great boyfriend of 3 years..My obsession with breast size began when in the beginning of our relationship we were teasing each other one day and he said to me, "What if I said your breasts aren't big enough?" I can't forget those words...I teased him about his laughing lines and he shot those words back at me. I was devastated and was so unhappy for a very long time and still am when I think about it. My drawers are full of heavily padded bras from Victorias Secret, padded bikinis, and bra inserts,,, You name it...

These days I try to accept myself who I am and do everything to feel sexy in bed and dont say anything that indicates my insecurities to my boyriend. And you know what? I think it's working...The more I show my boyfriend I love my breasts as they are, the more he asks for them...

Our insecurities will always haunt us and the obsession with breasts/weight I will always have, but if you feel sexy about yourself and show it to your boyfiend, your boyfriend will think so too...that i'm sure of.. I will try the new massaging technique I found out on this website today...:-)

Thanks for sharing your stories..:-)

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