Unfortunately size does matter to me

Reading comments makes me wonder. I`m a sexually active person. Considering previous 10 years of dating, I can say that size does matter. Its not that important when you marry or think about values of life, but it really matters sexually. My current partner has small breasts and I hate to have sex with her. I feel much more arousal when I think of the previous partners of B,C,D cups. This disturbs me quite a lot and there is no hypnosis that can cure my problem. I`m having sex less than ever with my partner and it really disturbs my life. Men love boobs unconsciously.